Thursday, January 20, 2005

Kenapa Yach Postingnya Banyakan Yang Negatif Daripada Positif

Hi all...

Setelah baca posting2x an gw sendiri. Baru nyadar kalo ini blog udah dijadiin tempat curhat buatku. Trus parahnya kebanyakan curhatnya cuman kalo lagi sedih en BT.
Hehehe maaf yach.

Sebenernya my life is so blessed in so many ways.. cuman ajah kadang2x kalo lagi seneng kok rasanya males banget buka kompie buat nulis2x...

Begitulah manusia... jadi inget dech sama crita ttg 10 orang kusta di bible.
Setelah mereka disembuhkan cuman satu yang inget untuk bilang terima kasih.
Mungkin begitu kali yah.. kalo udah happy suka ga inget2x sama orang laen.

Kadang2x masa2x susah itu banyak maknanya loh.. teach you something gitu.
Melalui masa2x susah tuh biasanya kita di test gimana kita handle different situation. No pain no growth heheh...

Trus melalui masa2x susah itu jadi belajar somthing yang namanya fully depended on God. Mungkin bener yach klo kita berusaha sekuat tenaga tp cuman sendirian rasanya engga sepowerful kalo ada yg always be there buat support kita.
This kind of support or encouragement will help you through.

Jadi inget waktu itu lagi down pas final year di NTU. Trus ada temen yang kirimin ecard, ada kereta api kecil yang mao daki bukit. Trus udah tersengal sengal gitu...
Keluarin asap bunyinya I can do it with God, I can do it with God. Trus akhirnya kereta api kecilnya berhasil lewatin bukitnya heheheh.

Jadi inget juga masa2x belajar di NTU yang penuh dengan suka duka. Herannya tuh tiap ada masalah ada aja dech yang ngebantuin. Trima kasih banyak yach temen2x. Terutama temen2x belajar gw selama exam dan yang udah bantuin selama FYP.
Trus juga keluarga yang amat sangat supportive.. mereka tuh tau banget klo gw tuh sering stress en grogi sebelon exam. Jadinya tiap ada exam tuh satu hari sebelonnya mereka selalu telpon bilang all the best dll...
Terharu... hiks2x... May be I couldn't get such a good result during my university without them (my sis and my mum).

By the way kok telat banget yach bilang trima kasih ke orang2x padahal lulus nya udah tahun 2003 :S
Heheh anyway better late than never right.

Quotes for today : The tough time often brings out the best in you..

Monday, January 17, 2005

My Company

Hi all..
This is a little bit information about the company I am currently working.
My company name is Dilithium Networks.
It is an US based company. The main office is in Petaluma.
It also has another office in Sydney, China, Bangalore and Singapore of course.

It is a good company in the sense that it has a good structure, good boss, great colleague, dynamic environment. However somehow it rather not match with my skills.
But overall, I quite like this company.

I have lots of new things to learn here especially those related with InstallShieldX.
Sometimes, when new things come, new stress will come as well :).
Yeah as you know, I get stressed quite easily.

When I read this article, titled Above You, it really struct me.
As some of the facts mentioned here are quite true.
Sometimes, you yonder here and there, stress about this and that.
But actually the answer is right there provided for you. It's just that you don't realised it yet.

And the most important thing is, there is always our Father above that is loving and care for you.

ABOVE YOU
Author Unknown
If you put a buzzard in a pen six or eight feet square and entirely open at the top, the bird, in spite of his ability to fly, will be an absolute prisoner. The reason is that a buzzard always begins a flight from the ground with a run of ten or twelve feet. Without space to run, as is his habit, he will not even attempt to fly, but will remain a prisoner for life in a small jail with no top.

The ordinary bat that flies around at night, a remarkably nimble creature in the air, cannot take off from a level place. If it is placed on the floor or flat ground, all it can do is shuffle about helplessly and, no doubt, painfully, until it reaches some slight elevation from which it can throw itself into the air. Then, at once, it takes off like a flash.

A Bumblebee if dropped into an open tumbler will be there until it dies, unless it is taken out. It never sees the means of escape at the top, but persists in trying to find some way out through the sides near the bottom. It will seek a way where none exists, until it completely destroys itself.

In many ways, there are lots of people like the buzzard, the bat, and the bee. They are struggling about with all their problems and frustrations, not realizing that the answer is right there "above" them.

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The Lord is near to all who call;
He promised in His Holy Word
That all who faint and struggle
And who trust in Him will be heard.








I've Learned

I've learned that, no matter what happens or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow.

I've learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance.

I've learned that making a "living" is not the same thing as making a "life."

I've learned that even when I have pains, I don't have to be one.

I've learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision.

I've learned that if you pursue happiness, it will elude you. But, if you focus on your family, the needs of others, and doing the very best you can, happiness will find you.

I've learned that, regardless of your relationship with your parents, you'll miss them when they're gone from your life.

I've learned that every day, you should reach out and touch someone.

I've learned that I still have a lot to learn.

Wednesday, January 05, 2005

It's Not About What Happens in Our Lves but How We Handle Things That Happens in Our Lives

Life is actually a matter of choice.
And you can decide what you want to do with it anyway.
That's right. Only you.

After doing some soul searching these few days, I learn to be more relax and
not to take things for granted.
Previously I was stressed out by so many things, esp my work.
But now I realize that stress and worry doesn't solve any problems.

The more I worry about something, the more I am not able to focus on my work.
I've just realised that > 75% of the things that I am worried about is not happened...
hehhehehe...

Actually, in this life we can decide what kind of life we want to live.
Two people can experience exactly the same thing, but behave in a totally different way.

It's like a story that I read a long time ago. I can't remember the title.
But it's about a boss of a shoe company who sent 2 of his employees to a small village.

The-two persons are asked to observed the village and report whether the company should setup the branch there.

One of them said, "I think there is no future for us in the village. None of the villagers are wearing shoes."
Whereas the other one said, "Boss, we should setup our branch here. We are very lucky, nobody in the village is wearing shoes."

Yeah... from today onwards, just look at the bright side of life.. :p

Monday, January 03, 2005

Happy New Yearr

Hallo
Happy New Year everyone.

First of all I would like to thank everyone that has been a very good companion for me.

1.Thank you God.. for everything. This year I have come back to Aldersgate choir.
Thank God I make this decision.
2.Wonderful family... thanks for supporting me unconditionally.
3.Wonderful flatmates.
4.KTB friend... dunno what happen to me without you guys. Thanks for sharing everything as we grow together in Christ.
5.All my friends.. you know who you are..
6.Choir members. so blessed to join you guys... :p

Our lives are made of days and nights, of seasons and years,
for we are part of a universe of sun, moon and planets.
We marks ends and we make beginnings and in all, we praise God for the grace and mercy that fill our days.

Have a blessed new year...